Transcription: 'm not sure if I'm going to be able to get the rest of the house. I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to get the rest of the house. I can't believe doing the challenge for Bruce 7 turned me on so much. I did the damn movie just for fun, not realizing it would change my entire life. During the scene with Gina Fine, I kept hoping that she would forget we were making a movie and whip me for real. Every time Gina would start to whip me hard, Bruce would ask me if I was alright. I felt like gagging him. Watching myself being punished in the challenge has become an obsession for me. I sure hope Bru ...